Sometimes I don't feel alright
When they think they get me
They don't really get me
When I blow up on them bitches
They believe on sight
Like I wasn't waving flags all night
Woke up from the dead
In my head
All these screws is loose
F*cking with the man
Gets you there
What's got into you?
Always knew the plan.
What you saying?
Keeps shit minimal
Overlooked the mans
Every year
Rain is typical
That there's growth
Smoke it
Toke
Leaving earth
Watch me float
Tryna Free my mind
From the voice inside
Telling me to die
Need to coincide
Just to deal with it
With this skill
F*ck the world
That still just doesn't give a f*ck
About you when you will, at will.
Until,
They peal - back - the layers
These different flavors
Keep me away from craters
I'm blazing, face is blurry
Phasing in & out of greater states
My Heart is getting heavy
As I also smoke this indo
Don't like coming down
When I'm feeling this high
Soaring through the clouds
Make me forget 'bout the several
Situations, I come up with
Darkness in my mind
Writing all these motherf*cking raps
Smoking dope to clear my head & shit
This that, screwed and chopped in Texas
Miss me with that sucker shit
Floating 'til I'm gone
Away from voices in my head again.
Can't ignore the fact that they're
To blame for all this suffering
P.T.S.D.'s Kicking in
I don't ever win
Doing everything I can just to be okay
I get high to reminisce
And to just forget
About the demons
About the war that goes on in my head
You won't believe it when I tell you
About my suicide
For those that didn't know
I'm sorry, don't you (don't you) cry
I'm on a different level now
The music keeps me right
Keeping to myself
These days
Grounded is preference/ I
Moved past the would of
The could of or should of
Understood the pull of
The gravity
Weighing down on me
Everyday
That's why I'm flying high on occasion
When I go cra-
Smoking on a junt
I'm in love with the feeling mane
F*ck the world is the saying
I can relay
You can Engrave it on my grave
While saving what I paved
Displaying everything that I made
To recreate
What haunts me & negates
Self inflictions I overcame, yeah
My Heart is getting heavy
As I also smoke this indo
Don't like coming down
When I'm feeling this high
Soaring through the clouds
Make me forget 'bout the several
Situations, I come up with
Darkness in my mind
Writing all these motherf*cking raps
Smoking dope to clear my head & shit
This that, screwed and chopped in Texas
Miss me with that sucker shit
Floating 'til I'm gone
Away from voices in my head again.
Can't ignore the fact that they're
To blame for all this suffering
