I'm trying I'm tryna make it out I don't know why
Feel frozen in this loop stuck in time
I feel ridiculed and lied too sometimes
On most nights I call on Mariah
She put flames out to my heart thats on fire
Said she'd meet me at a beach in the Carolinas
Play our song on repeat hey there Delilah
She gonna need me had to finish her assignments
Yeah I'm trying yeah I'm tryna hold off
I'm tryna hold on been fighting so long yeah
I'm shooting hella shots Wayne Gretzky
Watch me in a movie Joe Pesci
Boutta split like water in the red sea
That's when you'll gone probably learn your lesson
You're always right you're never wrong
Our signals weak and it's never strong
Imma broken kid from a broken home
Yes I'm trying to move on
Trying to grow and do better even thru worse I'm the neverthelesser
Taking these pills on the the dresser
Knowing this shit isn't making me better
Yeah I'm lost
I'm lost in the distance
Cant complain yeah I been really Inconsistent
Yeah, bound to never listen yeah, really on a mission
Yeah, my mind be f*cking sprinting yeah, take me back to winter
I'm trying I'm tryna make it out I don't know why
Feel frozen in this loop stuck in time
I feel ridiculed and lied too sometimes
On most nights I call on Mariah
She put flames out to my heart thats on fire
Said she'd meet me at a beach in the Carolinas
Play our song on repeat hey there Delilah
She gonna need me had to finish her assignments