Arsenic Mayhem - Burning Sun Lyrics

I feel unfit for love
And I don't know why
I feel unworthy of
Anyone's trust no matter
How hard I try
So I'm deciding to
Accept the fact that I
Do not understand
How to be a friend
I'm just sick and tired as hell
And I'm losing my fear of death
I do not care for my health
I do not care what I am
Alone I'll ride this wave
Cause all I needs to be free
I'll invest to feel okay
And I don't care what you think
Who am I to not exist?
I just want to live easy
Don't really want to dream that big
I'll be let down, I know it
I'm sure I cannot win
You don't have to tell me twice
My future's made of ice
I want to live on a burning sun
I don't want to love my body
It will be engulfed one day
I don't think I'm an oddity
We'll be destroyed all the same
I like to hide under the table
Where I can feed on crumbs
I don't want to be a star at all
I just wanna be a burning sun
Oh yeah
If I still got to exist
Then I've got to live easy
It's dangerous to dream too big
You'll be let down, you know it
I'm sure I cannot win
I never have in my life
The world is made of ice
I want to live on a burning sun
Say, how about I just exist?
I just want to live easy
Don't really want to dream that big
You'll be let down, you know it
I'm sure I cannot win
I never have in my life
The world is made of ice
I want to live on a burning sun
And I'm sure I'm far too tired to
Take all this shame and cry
I must be somewhere higher
On a seething, burning sun