Thought i was done writing spiteful songs
Until i met you
I don't blame you for the way that you treat me
I treat you like a fool
You're so beautiful
You're so nice to me
It was too good to be true, I knew your instabilities would lead you somewhere new
I can not believe, what my hearts gotten itself into again
I'm rolling over, in my shallow grave
And if I jump from this bridge, I would not die
And if I lived in a city with a big enough bridge the wind would knock me off
Sit on the corner and think about it every day
That's how I pass the time away
Every since I had that disgusting talk with you
Ever since I had that disgusting talk with you my life changed in one day
I'm afraid of dying alone, I screw everything up
And every-time I get another shot, I don't learn a thing
I guess it keeps me here
I guess it keeps me going
I love being depressed
I love being depressed, or so it seems