Ambivalent - Rollin Lyrics

Smoke one back 'til my feelings gone
Lost in my mind and no one knows
I try to hide but I let it go
Thinkin' I can't fit this flow
Driftin' don't know how to show
Feelings that I've had too long
Dealing with it all unwhole
I'm stealin' how do I make this dough
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain
I don't care if
I live long
Wanna make it through the night
It's scary
How I live wrong
So I always got my knife
Always knew that
I felt strong
I'm not like that inside
Glad for
What I dont own
'Cuz imagine I had my pipe
Was it all my fault
Do I deserve this position
I knew I could do wrong
All this indecision
I'm full of regret
What's all this revision
What do I do now
Do I hate my decision
Ain't shit to my name
No pot for me to piss in
I keep trudgin' on
It's the same I don't listen
Ignorin' my people
Igonring' my feelings
Refuse to dig deep
'Cuz I'm scared of what's within
Rollin up
Stoned enough
Toke too much
Now hold it up
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain
Only thing to ease the pain
Falling down that road again
Nothing brings me up like jane
The magic dragon calls my name
I'm slippin' I'm slippin'
I'm only me when im trippin
I needa be numb
I needa be watsed
I need it I need that feeling
F*ckin' up my life
Baby that's just who I am
Give a f*ck about the healing
Baby grind another gram
F*ck about my face
I don't wanna feel my hands
Baby, pass another bottle
While I do my little dance
Dont tell me I need help
I dont care if I can't stand
All i care about is MJ
Let me live up in this trance
Give a f*ck bout where I am
Tryna be in yodi land
Lemme show you that i can
Baby just give me a chance
Give a f*ck bout where I am
Tryna be in yodi land
Lemme show you that i can
Baby just give me a chance
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain
Said I'm
Rollin up this backwood
I'm puffin on this J
I down another black one
I'm sippin on this drank
I pop another tab off
I drown it in the lank
I smoke another dab long
But will it take the pain