Screaming at the shadows in reflections of myself
It felt like I never had you but I never had myself
What's my vocal range, and do I sound deranged
I don't care if its bad, this song won't matter if i'm dead
Loneliness fills up my mind
Drowning when its late at night
I swear I caved in when you cried
I swear I tried to take my life
Drink myself away, when I was almost 18
I wish I f*cking succeeded, I'm bleeded out from all
And in the fall I tried to call for you
Scream for help
I've been stuck in this hell where, they turn to yelps
I'm always running away, I'm always tryna get out
Maybe you're company is what really helped
Or maybe, or maybe, my time was out
I'm crazy, i'm scary, i'm gone for now
And maybe if I come back, I won't kill myself
But maybe I can't promise, that i'll scream for help