Depression (Freestyle) Video (MV)

I know this isn't what you wanna hear
But lately I been feeling sincere
You been so distant
Like for instance
Listen
You stopped posting things on stories
Less talks about your glories
Which increase more of your worries
Depression and pain has been your main categories
Which I can understand you lost the valuable things in life
You had thoughts of making slits on your wrists with a knife
You saw yourself as a failure
In doing so, you thought killing yourself is doing everyone else a favor
You gotten introduce by the drugs
Smoke up the blunt, while you feel you negative emotions washed away
Just like your mama's hugs
Wasting money on materialistic stuff ain't gonna get you anywhere
Realizing that the life your living in is a nightmare
Never gotten to do what you wanted to do in life
The places and dreams you wanted to achieve slowly erased
You look at your parents and ancestors knowing your a disgraced
But you laugh at yourself
Because your stuck between idk, idc
Yeah
Only 18 yrs old and still introvert
I'm too young to be this hurt
Right?
Idk?
It's like when you smoke, you lose a day you could've had
You lost my mom and dad
You lost yourself in the process and you became sick and sad
You grabbed the pistol and shot yourself point blank
Because the pain was unbearable
As I wake up in morning knowing the shot wasn't real
The things that happened in the past was rough
I look in the mirror
And I pray
That someone out there is doing better than I am
I'm hoping for their dreams to come true
I hope that they will prosper in the good they will do
I hope whenever they fall they'll get back up stronger than ever
And I hope their happiness and peace within themselves will last forever
Yeah
Focus on your life
Don't give up
Pursue your dreams
Never give up
Young Danny