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Alright, uh
Time is ticking, the water dripping, the paint peeling
I give a lot of love but I can not accept the feeling
I don't really feel like I deserve it
I know I ain't the worst and I know I'm far from perfect but
It's sorta disturbing
If I had a time machine I'd tell myself in 2021 that I never Earned It
Damn"How could you say that"
You hear the songs I make?
How could you ever play that?
Look at the raps that I done made and it don't feel like me
Look at the rap game there ain't nobody that look like me
I don't know what avenue to take honestly
Cause I got no GPS and I been driving recklessly
But eventually
I either gotta call it quits or make it a career but that last one there in unlikely
Should I call it quits now or should I keep going?
Should I put the mic down or should I keep flowing?
Last year I took some time to think over the notion
That I been making music but ain't ever making motion
So either I stop now
Or either I should keep going and turning up and never ever turning down
That's something I gotta think about
Yeah the path to success, there ain't ever been a simple route
But right now I figure out what I'm tryna do with my time up on this Earth before it kicks me out
Cause everybody around me just keeps on winning
And every time they win I say"congrats" and keep on grinning
Inside I'm wondering when it's my time to get it
When am I gon be the one that everyone is telling that they made it
Everyone is swimming and for years I just been wading
Patiently sitting on the side, man I been waiting
I just want for once in my life to say I've made it
Cause everyone is swimming and I'm drowning and I hate it
I just pick myself every time now I'm used to it
They said"I already did it so why don't you do it?"
I'm at a fork in the road no matter how you view it, uh
I'm tryna get into it
I'm tryna get back in it, get back to it
Get it going get some movement
I'm just tryna get what I can get but I just keep polluting
Thought in my brain everyday
But welcome to the new era yeah I'm here to stay, yeah