whylamar - Cursed Ashes Lyrics

I overthink from all of things that I see
I'm in my head it's not where I want to be
Born for her purpose cant find the meaning of mine
Fight these allusions without the thought of the time
Form a ring around the grave were all ashes falling down
I feel like my life is almost done I'm slowing down
Innocent children born into negative outcomes
All the feelings gone when the darkness over comes
Can't be a rider if you not keeping it real
Tell me you love but I'm just stuck in your spell
Drinking these potions haven't been feeling to well
Better than nothing but wasn't part of the deal
Welcome to the heart break hotel
She never keeps her word
Always playing victim like she is the one that's hurt
Dwelling around
Then I met up with her outside of the heart break hotel
Zoning out
While my mind run a mile
She knows me better than that
Know to calm me down when I can't stop thinking like that
Knows it doesn't work that could just be causing me stress
Form a ring around the grave were all ashes falling down
I feel like my life is almost done I'm slowing down
Innocent children born into negative outcomes
All the feelings gone when the darkness over comes
Can't be a rider if you not keeping it real
Tell me you love but I'm just stuck in your spell
Drinking these potions haven't been feeling to well
Better than nothing but wasn't part of the deal
Call me a sinner im no where near to a saint
Feeling my heart beat it started fading away
Know she is happy I just been paying the price
Not a care in the world I just kept on rolling the dice
I don't even care
She gone do things to hurt me
Cause I know it's out of spite
Ive been losing my mInd
Ive been calling for help
You been hearing my cries
Ive been calling for help
You been telling the lies
Form a ring around the grave were all ashes falling down
I feel like my life is almost done I'm slowing down
Innocent children born into negative outcomes
All the feelings gone when the darkness over comes
Can't be a rider if you not keeping it real
Tell me you love but I'm just stuck in your spell
Drinking these potions haven't been feeling to well
Better than nothing but wasn't part of the deal