I watched you lose control
Never should've left you on your own
I'm sorry I'm so f*cked up, but I'm alone
I'm taking all these pills so no one is home
I don't want to die But I can't take it anymore
I don't want to cry But I can't take this anymore
I like the way you look at me so faithfully, so cold
You like the way I'm grabbing you so carefully, so bold
We've been up all night with these blades
Like baby, drive me insane
Crazy how you just cut my veins That pain I crave
Your silhouette runs round, haunts my brain
I think I need some sage
Addicted to the way you say my name I think I like this page
We never got that close
Cause we only meet in the nighttime, huh
I was just one of your hoes But I looked at you like a lifeline,
Huh
She was raised up in the burbs
She over there sipping on white wine
She put me under her spell
Then my soul was trapped in her cell
When she kiss on my neck She'd break me out of my shell
I just wish she could tell That I've been going through hell
I watched you lose control
Never should've left you on your own
I'm sorry I'm so f*cked up But I'm alone
I'm taking all these pills So no one is home
No one is home