Valentine Snow - FLUTTER Lyrics

Can we dance now
Struggling to find my chance now
Hoping I could dig a way out
From this mess
I never meant
To make
And tell me how come
Even when I thought I found one
I f*cked up every outcome
With the girl
I'm seeing
In my dreams

Alone in the night when I lay
I'm a cold motherf*cker round this time of the day
I ain't never been warmed by the touch of a love
Can you blame me for shivering this isn't in my blood

I got high hopes
But short luck
Thank f*ck I'm built to take a beating

F*ck your stares and what they mean
I wish I wasn't blind I mighta tried to see
I like being stuck in the past
If only I could go back and ask

Can we dance now
Struggling to find my chance now
Hoping I could dig a way out
From this mess
I never meant
To make
And tell me how come
Even when I thought I found one
I f*cked up every outcome
With the girl
I'm seeing
In my dreams

If only I could change enough to know
I never ever had to be alone
It'd stop me from sinking
Cause I'm so sick of thinking

I got high hopes
But short luck
Thank f*ck I'm built to take a beating

By the way
I didn't mean to be mean
I was just scared
I could never really tell
But I think if I was there
It'd be easiest to yell

Can we dance now
Struggling to find my chance now
Hoping I could dig a way out
From this mess
I never meant
To make
And tell me how come
Even when I thought I found one
I f*cked up every outcome
With the girl
I'm seeing
In my dreams