Unless You Crave Danger - Prayers Lyrics

I fell right into this again
There must be something wrong with me
I've been here many times before
And maybe many more to be
Am I doing something wrong?
Or is this where I'm supposed to be?
Will I ever get it right?
Is it even up to me?

Why was I saying prayers
To a god who won't care?
Why was I saying prayers
To a god who's not there?

I'm losing certainty again
I'm almost ready to concede
The little voice inside my head
Is ready to take over me
I cannot manage a defense
Surrender would be a relief
But something greater than myself
Is telling me I can't believe

Why was I saying prayers
To a god who won't care?
Why was I saying prayers
To a god who's not there?