I been writing this song for three years
I know you don't care about these tears
Do what I can but you're still leaving me here
I'm getting that "What about me" feel
I'm done with the tripping trying to see what we is
I'm crying to sleep you don't see this
The weight that you hold on my heart is my weakness
I over estimated your uniqueness
Like damn
That shit was dumb of me your love attention always run from me
If I was to get on a track start expressing my feelings you'd probably make fun of me
And lately I've been getting drunk just to hide all the pain from the shit that you done to me
You know I been busting my ass to win over your love and you don't even f*ck with me
And I know that I'm in denial
You can just throw my love into the fire
I thought a future with you would be brighter
I never knew that you were such a liar
I never knew you'd let my feelings burn let my feelings burn like you was a lighter
And I still don't no I still don't want to say how I feel so I go and write it
I'm begging for help they don't see me
They just telling me to shake it off like getting over you is easy
They just overlook the fact that you be doing me so greasy
They rather have your back and let you treat me like I'm sleazy
I know they don't see me but
I'm gone always answer when you need me
I'm gone feel this way until the day I'm not breathing
Forever for love even if we ain't speaking
I just can't trust you the way that you treat me