tonch - house with decor Lyrics

Do I stop and regret?
Need to stop f*cking around, if I
Wasn't so nice would you still keep me around?
Funny its hard just to be
So busy got no time to think
Take care of myself for a week
Then it's back to the edge
Been some time since I been on the brink
Tell myself that I'll change every week
Don't think that I could treat you the same (I can't do this anymore)
You f*cked around because you were bored,
I wanted a
House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits f*cked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's f*cked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's f*cked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself
I don't know how to say it
Easier just to fake it
You coulda said it's over right?
Coulda said we're done this time
Cyclical in nature
Not a bug it's just a feature
If I had all that I wanted
Would the grass really be greener
Nah, I don't think so, I'm f*cking stuck
You deal with more bullshit even when you're out the mud
And I know you had it rough sometimes back when you're growing up
And so ya accumulate your feelings till we falling out of love
Yeah, its f*cked yeah
Had me a mess
Forget that we're growing old
I feel like lying in bed with you has really taken its toll
Cause I wanted a
House with decor
Would even sleep on the floor
How you know this shits f*cked cause I go back for more and I can't
Do this shit anymore
Had some old habits I forgot about
Picked them back up cause you weren't around
We can't ever do this again
It's f*cked to pretend
That we could be anything else
Had some more people I forgot about
That love to talk shit when you're not around
I'm never gonna do this again
It's f*cked to pretend
That you can put up with yourself