[ Featuring deadrazy ]
2002, my mother was holding my skull inside her hand
Representations of my memories are flashing through my head
Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette
Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates, like the smoke coming out a cigarette
Out of body, I'm witnessing my unconscious self sinking
Underwater, it's so quiet, eyes are empty, ain't no thinking
If I can sleep for eternity, I don't mind disappearing
What I have done to my own body, is unforgiving
Endless reconstructions about things I could've done or said
It all evaporates like the smoke coming out a cigarette
My body is now rotting
My mind's already dissolved
From this vessel, I am retiring
Don't scream my dear, I won't respond
Keeping me down, while I drink that poison in a bottle, mind is abstract
I been laying in the dirt, everything hurts
Cannot fill my thirst, can't see through the murk
Lost cause, lost inside my four walls
Harsh noise, can't remember my voice
Stuck inside a spiral
Stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
I'm stuck inside a spiral
