ThatKidMick - Jasper Lyrics

How would I know, just how you feel You never showed me love at all
And how would I know, just what your heart desires
You, never let me
Four a.m., I'm drowsy been here way too long

I ain't gon' pretend I enjoy being alone
It's Four a.m., no call She still won't hit my phone
But I see the one, I see the one I want
Let me tell you how it is I know a lot of niggas that have switched

Knew him since the kid was just a jit Dreamin' big, we gon' be flyin' private jets
Travel to New York, we makin' M's Countin' all this money, we pretend
Fightin' for a girl who's just a friend It was f*ck you niggas then, now it's f*ck you till the end
Ain't no callin' back, sayin' let's just make amends

Leave this shit alone, I recall just what I said
Four a.m., I'm drunk know I'm too f*cked up
Sending all these messages, they comin' from the cup
Why don't you love me, girl? I'm not okay

You said it's all me, girl I'm not Drake, yeah
Yeah, I remember what I said Niggas say they wish that I was dead
Plenty problems f*ckin' with my head Now I'm angry, seeing red
Hittin' up the bros and I'm beggin' for some help

The truth that I should tell, maybe I should yell
Airin' out the shit, now I got an empty shell
Days that I was tryna f*ck with Elle Felt like I was trapped, now I'm blocked on the cell
She put me through a lot, I was stuck, locked in hell

It's Four a.m., you Casper So why you playin' ghost
I'm hangin' out in Jasper You still won't hit my phone
You lost me, I swear that I've been avoiding talk
I don't deserve that I'm guessing you want all smoke

Don't play no games with me I thought you changed for me
I don't deserve you I prayed for you and me
There's shit that you don't see I remember vividly
Sayin' that you want me Forever you and me

Four a.m., I'm drowsy Been here way too long
I ain't gon' pretend I enjoy being alone
It's Four a.m., no call She still won't hit my phone
But I see the one I see the one I want

Four a.m., I'm drunk No, I'm too f*cked up
Sending all these messages They comin' from the cup
Why don't you love me, girl? I'm not okay
You said it's all me, girl But I'm not Drake

I don't even know what it was I cannot explain what I thought
I don't even know what it was I cannot explain what I thought
I don't even know what it was I cannot explain what I thought