It seems that im not good enough
I wonder if there's anyone who feels the way i do
You came and went with all my trust
Shattered turned me into dust
I wish you weren't so cute
I never believed in meant to be until i met you
It seems you're destined to make my f*cking head spin
And i thought we were done with school but i've still got all my questions
I never learned my lesson and i just miss my best friend
And now it hurts because we know our love was real
But i cant shut out all the things that make me feel
Like you can
I wonder if i pretend
But once again i bang my head against the wall
Like you can
I wonder if i pretend
But once again i bang my head against the wall
And so you finally got your haircut
And so its time to spill my guts up
And ever since the night you left i've been spending life numb
I need distraction from this feeling of staring up at your ceiling
I promised you when you said to never let you go
Now i've been going mental and losing my potential
I try to tell myself that i cant live this way
Im giving up on healing i gave you all my feelings
Ever since the night you kissed me on new years eve
Your laughter lingers on inside my ears
And i hope that it remains despite my fears
Like you can
I wonder if i pretend
But once again i bang my head against the wall
Like you can
I wonder if i pretend
But once again i bang my head against the wall