Stavesail - Lost Lyrics

My hands are torn to bone fighting for serenity
My mind is burnt to ash if I but try to think
I search for further solace for the things I can't control
The answer came from darkness
I'm given peace through war

If my barrier is broken these questions flood my soul

Is there a shred of hope for the things that I have lost?
Will I be found with substance or am I truly gone?
I feel I have to wander
I don't know where to go
Can I bring this life more meaning?
Is my presence even known?

Trapped inside this cage of struggle a spark ignites a path
My tortured being is shaken
Am I awakened? Am I awakened?

I ponder upon my past to see what I've become
A hollow shell of madness who's always felt alone
My chest is wretched sorrow
It beats a vile pain
I see you on the horizon but you always fade away
Where is my comfort?
Will I find hope?
I'm clinging to nothing
Should I let go?

This quest for what I'm seeking has slowly blinded me
My body's torn and broken
There is no harmony
A bitter trek for devotion where I can truly be
Why do I strive to find you?
I just want tranquility

What I feel in my heart
What I know
It's a start
I know now where I need to go
It's home