smokewish - RAINY STREET Lyrics

Tryna find my life in these rhymes
Tryna find my life in this shit, but I'm dyin'
Yeah, bitch I'm dyin', I've been tryin'
But everything I do, lead to cryin', yeah

Lately shit been wildin'
Doesn't mean you gotta be behind them
Sittin' in the back thinkin' fine then
I'ma be alone, till I'm dyin' (yuh, uh)

Life's so hard, and when you hurt me so
It make me wanna depart
I wanna go elsewhere
I wanna sit in the yard
I'm cryin' why I'm so scarred?
I'm sayin' why does it hurt me (Yuh)
Life's gotta be lyin' to me

(Shit)
Standing down the street in the rain
Nothing I can do to reverse all my pain
Wishin' I was up and I was dealin' with fame
Instead I'm doin' shit against my brain,
'Cause I hate it and I'm high as f*ck
I'm off them schedule one drugs
I wonder why I'm f*cked up
I'm singin' why I'm f*cked up
And now my life is all done
And I'm a piece of f*ckin' shit

I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know what I'm gonna do
Because I'm high as f*ck
I wanna kill myself, I wanna slit my throat
I wanna end it all here, I wanna-
Ah, ah, wha?
End it all here I wanna-
Oh, ah, ah, I wanna
Yeah

Tryna find my life in these rhymes
Tryna find my life in this shit, but I'm dyin'
Yeah, bitch I'm dyin', I've been tryin'
But everything I do, lead to cryin' yeah