Santos J - Waiting Lyrics

I really want u baby and that hurts
I really want u baby not that girl
And all the times u been thinking have u thinking bout me
Or all the times u been drinking have u been drinking cos of me
Cos i really cant say how i've been doing lately
All i really can say i've Been fronting lately
Telling my emotions i do it rarely
But u perfect baby and i know Im crazy
Taking all these drugs u know Im shady
Give it all it up so u could date me
Drinking all these shots u aint gave me
Posting all these thots but nothing really
And i think about u
Do u think about me
Yea Im talking bout the same way
I could have said u my real bae
And u could have been my lady
And these other men aint really nothing b
Or all these other hoes i be f*cking with
But between us i just want real peace
Cos i love u baby thats real shit
I just want us playing like we lil kids
Or a bunch of playing not tryna get lil kids
Now its bunch of crying still being a lil bitch
Or a bunch of dying cos i dont know this
And i really think we could have been together
I really think u would be free whenever
That shit could be like real heaven
U my angel baby my real devil
Thats why i have these lonely thoughts
Thinking bout my life u my only spark
And we on the same emotional level
U just one big emotional pebel
So i write this shit being emotional hella
F*ck this shit being a emotional fella
Cos u been crossing my mind like Im broken
No ankels only hearts Im woken
Take all these shots but dont feel open
Breaking my heart only so f*cked up
Taking my life for one more cup
Me and u could have been one on one
U made me feel like Im dead or numb
U made me feel like Im dead Im not
U made me feel like nothings really real
But for u baby i could have even feeled
I cant feel but i could have felt
I cant feel know nothings left
Now i know Im just nothing yet
Now i know Im just a f*cking mess