Saint Marz - Vanishing Girl Lyrics

Mars, you are so funny
Maybe you were born this way or Maybelline
Maybe all this shit came to you in a motherf*cking dream
Maybe I was rolling high right off a beam

Maybe shit was f*cking blurry, made it hard for me to see
So I fell into the trap that you laid
And I fell into the bed that I made
And I wondered what would happen if you stayed

But you didn't
I should've listened
And I'd do it again
She was my best friend

And I don't care if I get hurt
Cause I just wanna have fun
And you're the only fun I need
We can both smoke weed even though I don't smoke

But I'm hoping that I hope that you smoke with me
If it means we together by the ropes
We can elope
I tell the truth, make it sound like it's a joke

You make my heart soft like a f*cking egg yolk
Maybe we could hold hands, wearing matching raincoats
Or maybe we could both dance in the rain with no coats
I just need another chance and maybe we could do both

I'm just saying, I was there before the glow up
I'm just saying, maybe you could pick your toes up
And put your hands in my hands like a cup on a coaster
I'll be the bread in your toaster

I'll be the gun in your holster
And if you see me jump, you the one who gon' bolster
And I never knew you
But I can tell you got a loose screw

And that nigga too new
And he don't know you like I know you
You, uh
Like when it rains and it thunders

You get all frightened and flustered
You don't like ketchup or mustard
You're a good sister to your older brother
You don't get along with your mother

But I know that you really love her
You ask me why do I love her
Cause she was there when I needed it most
At her birthday party, she's a good host

I aint had no fun, but still
It was just time to kill
And she was really chill
Until she wasn't, uh

I call her aunt auntie
But we not cousins