And it's not necessarily their fault and I know how that sounds
I know how that sounds but it's true
Yeah I know you been thru some pain and you ain't deserve it
But I still know that it hurted Yeah
Yeah I can't even lie I know oh, oh, that I'm far from perfect
But I just hope that I'm worth it
Yeah lately I been goin thru a lot anxiety on my mental having suicidal thoughts
You hella depressed and you just want the shit to stop
Your family don't listen it's like everyone forgot
Yeah this world is hella crazy it's been cold to me
Was in the streets it got a hold of me yeah I used be outta control
But that's the older me yeah I can't let it take control of me
Yeah how to fix a broken heart yeah nigga riddle me that
That's why everyone I meet I try not to get attached
Cuz If you let them get a chance they'll stab you all in your back
I'm blowing good cuz that's the way I react
Yeah I know you been thru some pain and you ain't deserve it
But I still know that it hurted Yeah
Yeah I can't even lie I know oh, oh, that I'm far from perfect
But I just hope that I'm worth it
Since a youngin I was never fed wit silver spoons
Group homes all through out my teens 4 niggas in a room
Haunted by my dreams I'm struggling tryna make them true
I kept the faith when I ain't know if I would make it thru
And that's real could give a f*ck how you feel
And long as people feel my shit could give a f*ck bought a deal
A couple dollars in my pocket tryna stack me a mill
So much going thru my mind it make it hard to sit still
Cuz it's hard to chase your dreams when you still gotta pay bills
Keep my mind up on a dollar f*ck a Netflix and chill
Just hold me down so I know that's its real yeah so I know that's its real, for real
When your ailed by an illness when your ailed by trauma
When your ailed by anxiety or depression it's not always your
Fault you feel the way you feel it makes it hard to reach out to
Friends because it whatever it is in here is telling you that your
Friends don't care about how you feel its telling you that your friends
Have other things to do and they have other things to deal with
And you putting your problems on them would make you less of a friend
To them and all these negative things