Personal Video (MV)

I keep taking all these drugs to kill the upset
I barely drink but now I pour up with my demons yeah
To see him struggle hurt me deep cause I cant help him yet
The hill im climbing is too steep but I cant give up yet
So don't you judge me by my flaws im still building
Don't take it personal but I just might go missing
I cant think my head been cloudy for a minute
For this lifestyle gotta change the way im living
Yeah its okay (Yeah its okay)
Don't take it personal gotta do it my way (Do it my way)
I swear im different from these niggas gotta separate (We are not the same)
I tried to get up out the game but im still callin plays (Count it up)
Im doing real good (Real good now)
That's what I say so ion waste my breath
I know im misunderstood
It wont surprise me if they change because I knew they would
All that talking sound real good
Try to buy my love I wish you would (Bow)
Should I trust you don't think I should (Hell naw)
Ima roll back up and smoke my wood
Took my shirt off like its hot in here
Im so use to being lonely cut em off it aint no problem yeah
When I finally reach the top I swear to god it aint no falling yeah
(Aint no falling yeah, We balling yeah)
I didn't change I just outgrew all the photos
You was in the frame but the real you I didn't know though
Ima stay the same addicted to the hustle
I cant hold the pain I started singing bout my struggles
They gone do what they pose to do
So go and do what you wanna do
And you wont catch me when im back
Don't take it personal I wont be coming back
I keep taking all these drugs to kill the upset
I barely drink but now I pour up with my demons yeah
To see him struggle hurt me deep cause I cant help him yet
The hill im climbing is too steep but I cant give up yet
So don't you judge me by my flaws im still building
Don't take it personal but I just might go missing
I cant think my head been cloudy for a minute
For this lifestyle gotta change the way im living