ProperTest - i am the writer Lyrics

Niggas wanna see me f*ckin fall and I know it
Yeah
It's sad
Cuz I can feel it
Cuz I loved you
Niggas wanna see me f*ckin fall and I know it
They really hate Imma rapper and a poet huh
They really hate my words
They really hate my schemes
They really hate my style
So Imma be here a while
Out of spite
Imma love myself out of spite
And continue
And continue
And do it every f*ckn time do it right
Saw it every single time sign I had turned into a runner not a fighter
Thought I ruined my livelyhood
Thought I hated myself but it was really just you
You really just hated me
But you really hate yoself so
I guess I'll be empathetic
I thought that you loved me
But instead it was false
Every single day i tried
But I didn't feel a smile
You wanted me to be like you
It was sad
Made you mad when I was being myself
I took in stride what you said and made it better
You was mad she looked at me it made her wetter
You was jealous
So envious
I couldn't even be tall around you
I'm so deadass
No metaphor
You was made she went and gave me her lore
My heart was on my sleeve and I made sure it was worn
All this shit really made me feel torn
You really hate on me
You really hate yourself
Just be better bitch
Imma do better every single time Imma do my shit
Imma get better and better every day
I aint gon lie I ain't gon cap
Imma feel like
Imma do this shit
Every single time
Every single time
Every single time
I thought that you loved me
But instead it was false
I thought that you loved me
But instead it was false