Tell me, why am I sad on the weekend
I'm hoping 'cause I quit the nic', like lately I'm just breathing
Scared I got a meeting later with my inner demons
These withdrawals got me really deep inside my feelings
These other rappers always doing John Belushi
I'm just eating sushi with a movie, probably Bruce Lee
I wanna get my mom a yacht with a jacuzzi
But rapping with a capital apt won't get it to me
In fact, come sue me, my track is reusing music
My pockets are awfully roomy, my wallet, don't even use it
I'm vomiting so profusely, but y'all think that's amusing
My mama's worried sick, but y'all think that's amusing
I'm worried 'bout the future, I do not know what I'm doing
My family getting nervous, they seeing my thoughts through me
And I ain't doing Lucy, my habits have gotten boozy
These people all love a martyr-I'm hoping they didn't choose me
I got robbed, and we broke
Took away my music and they took away my chinos
And I ain't been the same, I don't got an alter ego
It's just me now
I got robbed, and we broke
Took away my music and they took away my chinos
And I ain't been the same, I don't got an alter ego
It's just me now
I've been, I've been spitting like a f*cking animal
I tell her, I tell her put that pussy on the mandible
Always wearing the watch like I'm wearing a manacle
I'm surrounding me with bars, no wonder I'm so hysterical
My rapper arrogance faker than rare Marilyns
I feel despair while I say that I'm here tearing shit
True American, hate that I am American
The Old Rec is dead, but you can catch me still wearing it
Inconsistent with the rhymes that I've been twisting
I'm always painting something but I think I hate my image
I was gifted, now I'm wasting time sitting
'Cause I'm burnt out, concerned house, nothing new I'm spitting
And I wanna be bad again
Why do I wanna be bad again
'Cause a massive ego and living like Tarantino
Could buy me a bit of time 'fore I'm up with the high C notes
I got robbed, and we broke
Took away my music and they took away my chinos
And I ain't been the same, I don't got an alter ego
It's just me now
I got robbed, and we broke
Took away my music and they took away my chinos
And I ain't been the same, I don't got an alter ego
It's just me now