Pharaoh 101 - What's Missing? Lyrics

I can't get any blunter than this
But
I guess I'll be falling for this
I've been trying to be
Flawless with this
I've been falling victim
To my own sickness
I can't depict this well
But I'm missing
A large chunk of who I was
When i glistened
A younger me
When I was eager to listen
But
I didn't pay attention when
School was in session
I couldn't take orders
When obviously there were borders
I'm sitting here told
There was much more than gold
Than this
The dreamscape that we've been told
We could mold when we're older
What good is it
Without Love
Lost in the darkness
Without Love
Looking for Light
Without Love
Everlasting night
Without Love
I can't keep coming
Expecting nothing different
Redundant thoughts in my noggin
Exhausting spiritual compatibility
Zodiac signs spitting out my basic energy
So thats why in and out
I be giving these
Rhythmic melodies
Rip my heart out
Til I'm presumed Rest In Peace
There is no telling for me
This case remains the same for you
Unfortunate Destiny
I fear it as much as the next guy
I steer forward, Hope I'm not the next guy
Still my anxiety mixing with my stress
I can never calm down
Guess I'm just a mess
I need you
But I don't even have me
Without Love
Lost in the darkness
Without Love
Looking for Light
Without Love
Everlasting night
Without Love