Where the joy go
Where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Yeah yeah
Where the joy go where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Numb numb
Sit back getting lost in my room
I think the devils always watching
Laughing plotting my doom
They say go count your blessings
I don't know where all of them went
They say the angels and the demons
On my shoulders are sin
I don't have a conscience
Always face my consequences
Lose my balance on a world that
Keeps on spinning
I don't know where I keep falling
I just know that I keep going
On and on and on and on
Until I feel I turn to dust
Hoping that I find my way
Way back home
Everybody looking fake
Silicone
I hope they understand that I've always been me
All these snakes in my garden
Slither, hiss hiss
Sitting on my balcony
Counting all the stars at night
Pop another perc to make me feel
Alright, alright
Where the joy go
Where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Yeah yeah
Where the joy go where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Numb numb
World tell me don't be an addict
I say I got too many problems dead body
Hoping that I make it out alive
But somehow I think in this life
We all have something to cope with
Bet I'll end up in a coffin like my idols
I don't know If I'll wake up
Wake up
Yeah yeah
Wake up zombie
Addicted zombie
Hope that someone find me
Before I'm overdosing
Bed of Roses
God come help me
I know I'm drowning
Slowly falling in this void
It swallows me up
Swallows me up
Battling all these nightmares
Keep me up at night
Demons keep on telling me that Ima lose
Sitting on my balcony
Counting all the stars at night
Pop another perc to make me feel
Alright, alright
Where the joy go
Where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Yeah yeah
Where the joy go where the joy go yeah
Feeling lost yeah I've always been a lost boy
All these pillys they don't help
They make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Make me numb numb
Numb numb