Ooyah - Questions Lyrics

Tired of never knowing who I am now
Work so hard forgot about what I want
Lost the will to keep on going
But I'm still alive and running towards
What I want or what I thought I wanted
Do I really wanted?
Do I really have to have it
I don't know
I don't know
But someday I will become
Who I really wanna
That's to me what really matters
Lately I don't know
Really really don't
Who I am no more
That shits super f*cking tough, yeah
Shit ain't just not working
Dreams have started stuntin'
Nothing left but hurtin'
Emo sh*t I hate can't help myself cannot control it
Tell me how to stop it
I don't know what's going on but
I don't really wanna hold it in, nah
Just tell me and I'll be there, yeah
I know somebody cares, aye
It's hard to let them in
Help me find a better way, yeah
Long nights
Long time
Since I last felt alive
Dream big
Work hard
Cash out
Goodbye
Tired of never knowing who I am now
Work so hard forgot about what I want
Lost the will to keep on going
But I'm still alive and running towards
What I want or what I thought I wanted
Do I really wanted?
Do I really have to have it
I don't know
I don't know
But someday I will become
Who I really wanna
That's to me what really matters
Take me back to swerving
Drinkin' with my friends, yeah
Heartburn didn't hurt me then
But that shit's now some torture, man, yeah
And I don't wanna hurt them
I don't wanna hurt her
But everybody around me
Feels like I just straight up left them
I know I'm not perfect
Take it from my best friends
But I really try so hard
To always be the best I can
Know that I care