Steady Video (MV)

Haven't felt myself lately
It's these pills I've been taking
All my days go by so fast
Time that I'll never get back
Used to dream of all I'd be
These days I can't fall asleep
I just lay there paralyzed
Playing the asshole all the time

If I could string together a few good days
Maybe things would start to go my way
And I'd get steady

My words aren't pretty anymore
Seems you've heard them all before
Shine until my light burns out
Once was mine I've lost it now
Gave away all that I had
Tried to run made my way back
So I'll hate them it's my curse
Before they can hate me first

I lost sight of the light that's at the end
So I'll ask you to remind me every now and then
Till I get steady

Quiet comes before the fall
All at once or not at all
This is my apology
A vice that I don't want to need
I'll stay lucky that's for sure
Live it out on my own terms
I promise soon I'll get it right
I owe it to you all to try

We may not live to see the puzzle be complete
But I hope you're there to watch the lights
Turn green
For me
When I get steady