Monom - Culdesac (feat. Tyler Ptak) Lyrics

She walks along the city streets at 3 AM to stay awake
Hearing voices in her head she laughs them off to compensate
And she can't hear what your saying she's too far away
She's spending all her money and stomping on an empty grave
She spends her free time stealing from the register
Of that Starbucks down the block with the teenage manager
The money just disappears right as he closes shop
She laughs all alone in her tiny apartment block

She looks like she hasn't slept a single year
She looks like she hasn't shed a single tear
She's everything you want, everything you wish you had
It's so sad

You won't know everything she has
Till you stop doing donuts in the culdesac
You won't know she still loves you back back
She can't remember anything about her past
Till she learns to drive fast past the culdesac
She won't know your name
You may not be first but you know that you won't be the last

She rides around the suburbs in broken shopping carts
She lies to everybody she meets at Central Park
She cheats every old lady and every tiny baby
She's lost so many things she's never found
She walks around the sidewalk and seems to move the ground

She looks like she hasn't slept a single year
She looks like she hasn't shed a single tear
She's everything you want, everything you wish you had
It's so sad

You won't know everything she has
Till you stop doing donuts in the culdesac
You won't know she still loves you back back
She can't remember anything about her past
Till she learns to drive fast past the culdesac
She won't know your name
You may not be first but you know that you won't be the last

You may not be first but you know that you won't be the last
You may not be first but you know that you'll never be the last