Mishka Tower - Expectations Lyrics

I've always wanted to know what it's like to get high
I've always wanted to know what happens when you don't give any reason why
I've always wanted to know what it's like to just give up and crash
Always wanted to know what it's like to give the world the middle finger and never look back

But it's always harder than it seems
When you're a kid chasing your dreams
No room to mess up
Just gotta toughen up

I've been holding up so many expectations
It's giving me so much depression
They keep on breaking my back
But I wont give them up yet
Cause what if they see I'm not strong
What if I make a mistake, nothing can go wrong
Cause I hate seeing the disappointed look on their face
When they see I'm not perfect in every way

I've always wanted to know what it's like to let my grades slip
Always wanted to know what would happen if I didn't give any shits
Always wanted to know what would happen if I just ran away
And find a place where I can just go sit there and escape

But it's always harder than it seems
When you're a kid chasing your dreams
No room to mess up
Just gotta toughen up

I've been holding up so many expectations
It's giving me so much depression
They keep on breaking my back
But I wont give them up yet
Cause what if they see I'm not strong
What if I make a mistake, nothing can go wrong
Cause I hate seeing the disappointed look on their face
When they see I'm not perfect in every way

(Expectation, expectations, you have to hold up all of your expectations)x4

Cause what if they see I'm not strong
What if I make a mistake, nothing can go wrong
Cause I hate seeing the disappointed look on their face
When they see I'm not perfect in every way