MerylJane - Ahead of Me Lyrics

If I'm being honest, I'll speak from my heart
Of all the memories I didn't make or the loves that didn't start
But of all the good times that happen each day
I'm still stuck in a daydream
Planning out the lives I won't make
Stuck inside the company of empty texts and booze
Thinking that my "somedays" could maybe happen soon
Maybe a real commitment outside of all these empty-handed moves
'Cause I'm sick of falling for all of these guys who never make their move
And I really hope I'm not the only one who feels the way I do
And it's a long road ahead of me that could lead to something new
If I'm being honest, I'll speak my truth
I think I'm the reason I do the things I know I shouldn't do
I wish I could change things and move myself through
But I get stuck in the same ways.
I know I do; it's just what I'm used to
But here I'm stuck inside the company of empty texts and booze,
Still thinking that my "somedays" would maybe happen soon
Maybe a real commitment outside of all these empty-handed moves,
'Cause I'm sick of falling for all these guys who never make their move
And I really hope I'm not the only one who feels the way I do
And it's a long road ahead of me that could lead to something new
I really wish there was a way
Please, God, get me through
I feel like I'm trying, but it's become no use
Right now it's getting late and
I don't like to choose
If only there were signs
That could lead me to you
Maybe a real commitment outside of all these empty-handed moves
'Cause I'm sick of falling for all these guys who never make their move
And I really hope I'm not the only one who feels the way I do
And it's a long road ahead of me past these empty-handed moves
'Cause I'm sick of falling for all these guys who never make their move
And I really hope I'm not the only one who feels the way I do
And it's a long road ahead of me that could lead to something new