It's my thought
Imma blow out my brains
It's my thoughts
My blow out my brains
I can't take another day
I feel to ashamed
I'm embarrassed
Over my issues
That drives me insane
It's causes
So much f*cking pain
I might just put a rope around my neck
And hang
Some days I woundering why
I keep all my problems in
Until they eat me alive
I'm tired of crying every night
My pillows are soaked from the
Lying
My stress caged is at a 9 out of 10
I'm broken
And can't get out
Please listen
And not leave to worry about
When your coming home
And when I'll drown
In my tears
Because there is a frown
That shows in a mirror
I am scared to look at my own reflection
Don't say your not coming home cuz it's late
I know that you know that we know
We both have issues on our plates
We shuffle the tuff holes
Right back in shape
Can't just throw me away
I'll get up fly again like Superman
With out a cape
Grey clouds in my room
Exhausted of my vape
Using my lungs as a ash tray
Looking at my calendar
Counting down the days