kloie - Dying Lyrics

Daydreaming about dying, I need the sweet release
I'm twisted and I'm lying on the floor and between my teeth
It's cold in my body and I can't get on my feet
I'll tell my friends I'm sorry but it's just too hard for me

I make my bed just to get right in it and I feel like an idiot
Teenage me wasn't prepared for twenty
And when they ask me how I'm doing, I'll say that I'm depressed and I'm alone
That's how it goes

It's chemical and I think I'll go on meds again
Thank you for seeing me this week, she pulls out her pen

I'll drink my water like it's helping
And say that it's a me thing, where have I gone?
I'm not very fun
And when I think that I am better, I drive back to my house and I'm alone
That's how it goes

I don't think I'll have a daughter
Or see the Taj Mahal before I die
Or see twenty-five

Then they'll put me in a casket
Kiss me on my head and I'm alone
That's how it goes