My words taste like medication
Brain is numb from hesitation
Think of my world meditated
Why feel i so lacerated
Mass is moving self destruction
Heart is speaking in dysfunction
Why i feel so lacerated
Body numb from love sensations
Cant relieve all these temptations
Told you once that i was patient
Better life is what im cravin
Lucky im here fightin daily
Why the f*ck my life so crazy
Memories are fuzzy hazy
Lookin back just f*ckin lazy
Why the f*ck this bitch wont take me
Crush it roll it smokin daily
F*ck im numb this pain wont phase me
Told you once that you would hate me
Hate is love so f*ck it baby
Told you ive been thinkin lately
By myself im thinkin crazy
Used to want to off my self
Satan selfish, god wont take me
So im stuck in light and dark
Keepin quiet
Separating
Me from life isolated
Lookin back always faded
Waste of breathe
That i have taken
All alone these steps
I have takin
Diggin mental excavation
Man i need a damn vacation
Roll another set my fate
Thee only way to concentrate
Always faded
Waste of breathe
That i have taken
All alone these steps
I have takin
Diggin mental excavation
Man i need a damn vacation
Roll another set my fate
Thee only way to concentrate