JIVA - 3:00 am testimonial Lyrics

Oh, baby, wake up
Put your makeup on
Don't be anxious
And I've been gone too long
You've been patient
And I've been on my own
Gone and lost for days, oh no
I ain't really wanna get into it
But the music got me loose, it got me losing inhibitions
And my premonitions tell me never switch
Cause that's my disposition
I've been on a mission to tell you the truth
Healing my inner child, this is proof
Ridding myself of insecurities
Each and every season since I was a youth
I'm investing in profits and property
Girl, this ain't really music, it's prophecy
Running circles in here like Monopoly
Tryna get all my people out poverty
Tryna to tell you that you can't get peace of mind
Till you give pieces to people that you really loved
It wasn't enough, forgot how to trust
The way that you were can't go back how it was
And if I'm honest, I promise
I'm modest I know how it feels when you don't have a home
I know how it feels when the surface just seems out of reach
So you swim in that bitch on your own
Pick up the phone, call up my grandma
Just to let her know that she's never alone
It's about family, and if I got you, you got me
And I promise I'm back in my zone
I'm just checking in wit ya
If my brother rolling up, you know that we rolling a swisher
I'm painting pictures with my words
Can't you tell that I'm really built different
I've been existing on a higher plane
Than most of the people that I had to distance
Now I got a vision exposing the system
That wants you to talk and forget how to listen
Yeah, I was indifferent, but now I feel different
I feel like exposing the lies and the fiction
So here's a depiction, they tell you that just to be happy
You need to forget bout your vision
So f*ck politicians and f*ck premonitions
You think for yourself, then you swim with the fishes
I'm burning bridges, I'm trying to better myself
And detach from my worldly addictions
I'm tryna get better for you
Tryna to get better from me
Tryna to get better from Bri
If we don't have each other, tell me, then what do we have
All that we have is a dream
All that we have are some things
Some pretty material goods on the screen
I'm spreading the love, I feel I'm enough
I feel like I'm finally feeling relief
Oh, baby, wake up
Put your makeup on
Don't be anxious
And I've been gone too long
You've been patient
And I've been on my own
Gone and lost for days
Have you ever seen a dead woman lonesome
With no flowers, then hop in the Camry
Then you drive to St. Pete
And meet with a man who legally can't see his family
Have you ever seen a broke man broken
Have you ever gave hope to the hopeless
Man, I broke down twice when I wrote this
But I gotta stand tall, I'm focused
The shame that you feel when you're healing from trauma
Like, mama, I'm sorry, I gotta feel pain
So I know how to fly
If I turn back now
Then I'm running from mine
I got some family members only seen in December
Do you even know how that feel
When you try to talk sense to your lil homie brother
But he might just die in that field
Cause he been bout that shit for like two years
Mixing new resolutions with new fears
I see grandmama crying, but who hears
Put my pain on this page with a few tears
All of the things that we do for acceptance
Accepting any kind of treatment
Man, what is your weakness
Just come and delete it
I'm tryna show you that love is the meaning
I'm tryna show you the top and the topics I talk about
Man they're never discussed
They just want me to sing, they don't want me to talk
But enough is enough
I'm saying f*ck all the rules
Couldn't care about views, can you tell me bout schools
Can you show me the person who's making sure all of his cousins
Just stay out of prison and stay out the news
Oh baby, wake up
Put your makeup on
Don't be anxious
And I've been gone too long
You've been patient
And I've been on my own
Gone and lost for days
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