I put too much pressure on myself, yeah I know
This is really bad for my health, yeah I know
I do all this for wealth, can you blame me? no
You would do the same thing if you felt what I felt
Sometimes I never know what I'm gonna do
I can never believe what you say is true
If you walk out on me, I ain't never gonna cry
Wouldn't be the first time I was ever told a lie
Really driving me crazy
Theres no wonder I've been this lazy
I've been really thinking lately
Why is everybody so shady
Especially the one who made me
Yeah those memories are getting hazy
Of when I was just
Of when I was just a baby
We really just grew apart
That relationship we had really was a work of art
Now that all the time passed
It will never be the same feeling
There was never any time for healing
Don't try to make it better because none of that will work
I'm not focused on you, I'm too focused on my worth
Never switch up you if you stay down to earth
If you switch up on me, then you really got some nerve
I'm just tryna do what I love to do because
This is what I dream of everyday
So don't let anybody force you to do something you don't want to do
They don't really matter, in the end its you and only you
Hate to say it but I've made that mistake before
Never let that happen anymore
Negativity I just gotta ignore
Take that energy and just leave it at the door
I put too much pressure on myself, yeah I know
This is really bad for my health, yeah I know
I do all this for wealth, can you blame me? no
You would do the same thing if you felt what I felt
Sometimes I never know what I'm gonna do
I can never believe what you say is true
If you walk out on me, I ain't never gonna cry
Wouldn't be the first time I was ever told a lie