Jasper Ash - Static Memory Lyrics

[Intro]
Fading in and out of consciousness tonight
These hospital lights burn through my mind
Can't tell what's real anymore, yeah
Memory's slipping through my fingers like smoke

[Verse 1]
Lost in the haze of that December night
K-holes and heartbeats, everything's white
Dad's old records spinning in my head
While I'm laying here almost f*cking dead
Nurses whisper, their voices echo strange
Through corridors where my thoughts rearrange
Twenty-twenty-two became a blur
When the darkness finally took over, yeah

[Chorus]
Fragments of my mind scattered on the floor
Can't piece together who I was before
Watch myself dissolve into the void
Like a stranger in my own destroyed world
Memory's failing, system's breaking down
Silent screams beneath Bristol town
Who am I beneath these broken lights?
Just a ghost trapped in his own mind

[Verse 2]
Piano keys from childhood memories fade
Mixed with sirens and mistakes I made
Watching from above as I slip away
Like a movie of my own decay
Father's vinyl crackling through time
Generation's worth of pain in every line
INFJ watching as I fall
Analyzing while I lose it all

[Bridge]
Float away, float away
Watch the ceiling start to sway
Am I here? Am I gone?
Everything I know is wrong
Dissociate, separate
Watch myself disintegrate
Through the fog, through the haze
Lost in this ketamine maze

[Chorus]
Fragments of my mind scattered on the floor
Can't piece together who I was before
Watch myself dissolve into the void
Like a stranger in my own destroyed world
Memory's failing, system's breaking down
Silent screams beneath Bristol town
Who am I beneath these broken lights?
Just a ghost trapped in his own mind

[Outro]
The machines keep beeping
While my soul is seeping
Through the cracks of reality
Into pure infinity...