[Intro]
Lost in the haze, can't find my way
These K-holes got me fading away
Watching dad slip through my fingers like sand
While the world outside burns, I don't understand
[Verse 1]
Streets are screaming, Bristol's burning bright
While I'm trapped in these walls, losing touch with life
Dad's hospital room feels like a prison cell
Half of me is dying, the other's raising hell
Mixed blood in my veins, torn between two worlds
Identity's slipping, as the chaos unfurls
Memories glitch like a broken screen
Reality's warped, nothing's what it seems
[Chorus]
Everything's fracturing, breaking apart
City's collapsing, just like my heart
Can't tell what's real anymore
These demons keep knocking at my door
F*ck this pain, it won't go away
Watch me dissolve in shades of grey
[Verse 2]
Family dinner turned to screaming matches
While outside they're throwing Molotov matches
Dad's getting thinner, cancer eating him whole
While I'm chasing numbness, losing control
Ketamine dreams blur into protest scenes
Can't tell the difference between my screams
And the ones outside my window pane
Everything's broken, we're all insane
[Bridge]
Sirens wailing through the night
Mix with monitors' beeping light
Who am I when nothing's right?
Lost between day and night
[Chorus]
Everything's fracturing, breaking apart
City's collapsing, just like my heart
Can't tell what's real anymore
These demons keep knocking at my door
F*ck this pain, it won't go away
Watch me dissolve in shades of grey
[Outro]
Fading out like static on the screen
Lost between what's real and what I dream
Nothing makes sense, nothing stays
As I watch my world decay