Ilijah Red - feel okay again Lyrics

"Are you okay?"
That's what they always say
But I always lie and say that I'm fine
It's hard to talk about it to somebody else
Besides myself

I write things down, and yet somehow
I always feel the same
As simple as it gets, I'm just afraid

Oh
I'll never know

I'm scared that I might lose myself again
But then you found me in the middle of a mess
And all I ask is that you would help me forget
Forget this mess

Movie nights and butterflies
While dancing in the rain
But deep inside me I still feel afraid

Oh
I'll never know

Afraid to feel okay again
What if you let go in the end?
I'd hate for us to go from lovers to strangers once again
So will you help me make more sense
And in return, I'll try my best
I'd love for us to see things through and make it with the rest

I like the way you make me feel okay
I wouldn't mind kissing you in the rain
If only I could stop time on that day
But deep inside me I still feel afraid