gunther s. blompson - charade Lyrics

It's a charade, it's a lie I just wanted to be worthy
I just wanted to be loved by your discerning eyes
It's a poem, it's a riddle What's the difference in the end
The meaning stuck between the lines was never really my friend
I had to make it myself, cause no one else would
No, no one else would Even when I needed it
Even when I bleed for it Even when I breathe through it
Even when I see through it I still stand tall
It's a charade, it's a lie I just wanted to be worthy
I just wanted to be loved by your discerning eyes
It's a poem, it's a riddle What's the difference in the end
The meaning stuck between the lines was never really my friend
It's time we put it in a past tense God will save me if he can
Till then I'll make do Cause rent is due and I need food
I don't need a superman I just need a hundred bands
And a way to get so insulin When CVS ain't functioning
It's a charade, it's a lie I just wanted to be worthy
I just wanted to be loved by your discerning eyes
It's a poem, it's a riddle What's the difference in the end
The meaning stuck between the lines was never really my friend