Your world thinks magic is real
They just don't know where it's at
Claim you can make me better
Why can't you just answer back
I know
You know
I won't stop looking for it
I know
You know
You won't be there
Father
You promised me heaven
Conditioned my head to second guess all my judgement
Father
You promised salvation
Father
You lied
Bow before your lord
Kneel down and
Worship me
Give up your individuality
Dependent on promises you'll never see
A lifetime of servitude is all that I need
You are not enough
And you will never be
You are nothing without me
Ask forgiveness, you'll be freed
And you won't ever f*cking leave
For you must always feel guilty
Create a pain only you can heal
Addict me to the way you make life so clear
Your words become my liquor
My life the withdrawal
Forgive me Father
For you were never here
Your world thinks magic is real
They just don't know where it's at
Claim you can make me better
Why can't you just answer back
I know
You know I wont stop looking for it
I know
You know
You wont be there
Dependent on promises you'll never see
A lifetime of servitude is all I need
Just let me go
You already let us go
Hope is just a demon
Holding me in place
Promising enough to make me think you could have stayed
But you're only here through liquor
Only here in smoke
Only showing up in shrinking glimpses as I grow
And one day I'll wake up
With a body that's too old
A name that still means nothing
Clinging to that hope
I won't let that f*cking happen
I'd finish it myself
But you won't get the satisfaction
I can make it something else
Even if my art is tainted
And I can only paint in black
I'll create a f*cking wonder
And bring the magic back