Healing Video (MV)

Yea awww , yea yea awww
Just so much shit built up in me,
I don't know when it's gonna end, I don't wanna feel
Shit,
I'm drinkin' to numb the pain, I'm smokin' to hide the pain, you know,
I know it'll all be gone eventually , Yea Yea

I'm smokin' strong, there's things I don't wanna feel, And if you love me, will you just keep it real
So much pain, I hope these scars gone heal aww
Yea Awww , Will you promise to love me the same
I did some shit that I ain't proud of and I'm ready to change,
I know it's hard for you to love me
Cause I'm full of mistakes,
I guess I'll go my own way,

It gets cold outside,
I'm fightin' hard to survive
Nobody ask if I'm alright, I'm tryna better my life,
I don't know if its something that's inside of me
But I wanna die,

I'm smokin' strong, there's things I don't wanna feel,
And if you love me, will you just keep it real
So much pain, I hope these scars gone heal aww , yea awww ,
Im smokin' strong, there's things I don't wanna feel, And if you love me, will you just keep it real
So much pain, I hope these scars gone heal
Yea hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm , yea yea , i hope these scars gone heal , yea yea , I'll be back, I'll be better

It's always gone be me

I'm smokin' strong, there's things I don't wanna feel, And if you love me, will you just keep it real
So much pain, I hope these scars gone heal aww