I thought it would have came now
Getting money and the bitches with the damn fame now
I thought I would have figured this whole damn thing out
But Im stuck in a place like a permanent stain now
Im just tryna figure out where it all gone
And make sure my support system aint all gone
Just tryna figure out where it went all wrong
Yea but at the same time tryna prove that they all wrong
I found that nothing in life is worth while unless you take risks
I'm sure people have told you to make sure you have something to fall back on
But I never understood that concept
If I'm going to fall, I don't want to fall back on anything except my faith
Im just tryna figure out where it all gone (All gone)
And make sure my support system aint all gone (All gone)
Just tryna figure out where it went all wrong (All wrong)
Yea but at the same time tryna prove that they all wrong (All wrong)
Please tell me what you got to prove
Im optimistic
I aught to get it
You off and missing
You off the mission(I must break you)
I got the drive til I lost a piston
Pissing off anyone cuz I got a vision
Its not as simple
Its not as gentle
American Dream but its not cuz its continental
I lost my mental
Its awesome here but you feel so little
They waiting for the blow like they boned a missle
I took the risk
And took my shit
Looked up plane prices'and I booked my shit
Shook and shit
Living in this place like a crook and shit
Its crooked shit
Everybody look at this huh
Its been a while since them rolla days
But I cant front like I know my way
Tryna get moves on where to play
At one point no where to stay
A-A-A, Now what you say boy
Living in LA boy
With nothing but fakes boy
They give you no play boy
R.I.P to Hugh Hef the original playboy
Just one of them days boy
Thoughts of being normal feeling catastrophic
Accepting all the L's is the saddest topic
Looking at interviews grabbing knowledge
Getting comfortable I had to stop it
Im just tryna figure out where it all gone (All gone)
And make sure my support system aint all gone (All gone)
Just tryna figure out where it went all wrong (All wrong)
Yea but at the same time tryna prove that they all wrong (All wrong)
Please tell me what you got to prove
If you don't fail you're not even trying
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did
Every failed experiment is one step closer to success
Never be discouraged
Never hold back
Give everything you got
And when fall throughout life
And maybe even tonight after a few many glasses of champagne
Remember this, fall forward