I used to be a stoner bitch
Until I got caught and my dad went snitched
Turned right around and took another hit
That's when I was living in the thick of it
The thing of it is, we all got our difference
Trying to me dividends before the months end
Ain't it riveting
Ain't it riveting, the way we live our lives
Knowing one day it'll end, trying to stay away
From a thing called sin with a contract we ain't even
Write with a pen, that just don't sit
Too right with a man, living a life for
Supply and demand, I would rather die
Than sit here and do that, oh yeah and god
I don't even get what he's gotta do with this
Sit the f*ck down and just don't be a dick
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
I used to believe in the things I was told
You built a house of cards, you're surprised that it fall
You gave me the bricks, you're surprised by the wall
You passed the baton, but you dropped it so far
So many times pick it up of the floor
So many times declarations of war
Signed by the words that we toss back and forth
It's amazing the things that you said even hurt
Nine years old with a thump to the head
And that ain't even shit to things that you said
Oh, my bad, did I hurt you
Did I point the fact that you ain't a virtue
Bitch, I'm Derek Sean now what you gonna do
Go inside my head, it's like going to the zoo
I ain't trying to sit here and simply curse you
I just wish sometimes you would take the time
To see it through
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside
You can't even look in the eyes of the vibe
I've been living now where the awesome reside