Craw - NOVACANE Lyrics

I took too much it's overrated
Feel so heavy I hate it
Tried to walk away

I cannot escape this back and forth
Am I starting to lose it
Caught up in these illusions
Trying to numb the pain

Feels like novacane
Feels like novacane
Feels like novavane
Feels like novacane

Wow I look down from the stage and I see the crowd
It's something I can't explain they're screaming loud
I make songs about my pain and wonder now does anybody feel the same as me

Like I live in disbelief
I discount what I achieve
I cant announce what I perceive
I tried some things to go relieve
I hate to think that I'm naive
I need a way to go and grieve
Oh every talk I have is brief

I just want to fix myself I'll take all the help I can get
There were times I felt too much but I seen too much to forget
I've been saying that it sucks like I hate the dumb shit I did
I'm not someone I can trust like I needed help but I hid

I've been yelling up to God like I pray it isn't too late
I'm convinced that I should rot oh I replay every mistake
And I say this shit a lot but I'm stuck outside heavens gate
Oh I give it all I got but still I fill myself with hate

I took too much it's overrated
Feel so heavy I hate it
Tried to walk away

I cannot escape this back and forth
Am I starting to lose it
Caught up in these illusions
Trying to numb the pain

Feels like novacane
Feels like novacane
Feels like novavane
Feels like novacane

I'm so sick of feeling numb it's like I'm lost with no connection
Don't know what I'm running from I ask the lord for his protection
Oh I fear that I'll become a man with no sense of direction
Oh I hate the things I've done sometimes I can't stand my reflection

I found out I'm schizophrenic it's sad this is how you hear
I have voices I befriended thats why I go disappear
There were times that I pretended I wasn't living with fear
I can't seem to comprehend it I wont look inside the mirror

I need to find a way to be there for my people when I'm wrong
Oh I hate to think I'm evil I wish that I could be strong
That's the reason for the sequel this is more than just a song
I like to think that we're all equal or we will be when we're gone

I pour this shit out from my heart I think we need to feel the love
Where do we go when it gets dark or when the push it goes to shove
Sometimes I don't know where to start oh I trust the man that's above
And you know I call this art and show how life it can get rough

I took too much it's overrated
Feel so heavy I hate it
Tried to walk away

I cannot escape this back and forth
Am I starting to lose it
Caught up in these illusions
Trying to numb the pain

Feels like novacane
Feels like novacane
Feels like novavane
Feels like novacane