Chris Waters - Island Vices V2 (feat. Chryst Moon) Lyrics

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How do i feel everything and nothing at once
I feel invincible like nothing can touch me one second
Then i look back and my foots resistant in the mud yeah
I'm alone
I'm alone
I keep that to myself yeah
Don't nobody know
I ain't reached out in a second i just dont feel comfortable
Enough to be vulnerable
But here i go here i go
I've been in the wrong so long
Convinced myself the lies are built to feel alright
Will you be weary of me if i show who i am as a whole
And not just the place i want you to see
The feel of x pills the slight thrill of the night feel
The hype kills indite my incite when I write here
Holes in my brain cell caught in the trap of addiction
Mental exhibition follow intuition like mamas in the kitchen
Of her hallowed children keep it on the low chapel pinches
Tight as the leggings that hoes fit in detained in detention
The forgotten honorable mention that she deserves her pension
The lack of hugs kisses and false love givin
Whats done in the dark with no eye witness
Weighing heavy on your heart with a lack of mention
Count the scars on her arms that are far from hidden
How many did I cause when said I was different
Pointing out all the flaws in your ignorance emotions belittled then
The call of The fall caused lines of withdraw
Now your circle as small as where this sentence ends
Tempted by male intention the realest have fallen victim
The riches is all they seeking no vision of holy kingdoms
Anxiety and locked up feelings sobriety is not an interest
Yet we rather get lost in causes
That ain't got a damn thing to with us Hey
Like why would want to be me
HEY HEY HEY HEY
LIKE WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO BE ME
HEY
CAUGHT IN THE ACTIONS OF NUMBNESS AND PAIN
MASK OUR EMOTIONS LIKE ITS JUST A PHASE
RUNNING OUR ROUNDS FOUND LOST IN A MAZE
SEARCHING FOR HOPE YET TRAPPED IN OUR WAYS
CAUGHT IN THE ACTIONS OF NUMBNESS AND PAIN
MASK OUR EMOTIONS LIKE ITS JUST A PHASE
RUNNING OUR ROUNDS FOUND LOST IN A MAZE
SEARCHING FOR HOPE YET TRAPPED IN OUR WAYS
Maybe it'll never be enough
But that's when you know it shouldn't hold control
Let me pull back
No matter remember that i been in control
Ive been in control
Maybe it'll never be enough
But that's when you know it shouldn't hold control
Let me pull back
No matter remember that i been in control
Ive been in control
Addicted to tossing rubbers
Like protection from what is coming
The seed of eternal loving
Can drown with all the assumptions
To bad for the good girls to good for bad ones
Temptation calls my phone in the form of the last one
Like how could we lie to one another even your partners lie fa ya
What am I supposed to spark from it
U know this good good keeps you coming
My back broken holding us up
Yet you've fallen for another
We way to far from each other
I can't even tell you what's what
Just Tell me what's real I bet you still poppin pills
Who was there when you feared
When Nikkie calls u answer here
My hand raised across your ears
My four corners I work in lip jerking for certain
Burn the ends of my career
Up in smoke I disappear
Or maybe the taste will keep you here
Mmmmmmmm
Mmmmm
I got people in my ear
Telling me when and how to do shit
But they aint been in my shoes
They aint been in my shoes
I walk a mile on burning coals
With a mother f*cking straight face
The moral to be told is
Only you gone know you
Onlyyy you gone knooooow you
Only you only you goooone
Know yooooou