Yes this life aint nothing but a gift and a curse
And I'm only looking dirty cause I'm crawling out the dirt
So don't judge me on my presentation, judge me on my actions
Cause there's only one me in this planet, like I'm an alien wearing a human disguise
I'm losing my mind, I'm tired of living in pity
This shit's a waste of my time, I gotta stay on my grind
To be remembered in my city, taking people with me
Cause they believed and they see what I can achieve
With these verses that I wrote up, all this shit, yeah
Everybody at my table really finna eat
And I can't keep it to myself, I gotta split it with my fam
And that day ones call that generational wealth
Never needed no help, yeah, I was broken, bummy
Trapping outsides and my pockets was filled with money
We was really living like this, not telling stories, dummy
Yeah, I had a play of the cards that I was dealt with
And if anybody f*cked with my green, then they got dealt with
Yeah, that means , put them inside a casket
So y'all really need to stop with all that nonsense
But what like 50 said, they want a problem and they got it
And I smoke it like Some chronic, yeah, I'm finna be the greatest
Coming out the H and I need to stop being modest
Cause I gotta go and get it, cause to my mama I promise
(Sippa) All those times I battled, them issues unraveled
Came back to reality and got left baffled
Wanna hear the truth and they want you canceled
So much drinks around me I had to handle
Mind playing tricks cause I'm fiending for the fix
Got me chasing climaxes like the previous
I stare into your eyes, these moments so significant
Evil in this world but I see the innocence
A calm before the storm, I'm in my finest form
I used to ask myself, what am I living for
You ever been so confused and blind by the things we do
All I done was lose, and anything I want I'm in pursuit
See I'm back to the present, most people I had to kill for their blessings
Wouldn't change me for a second, even my life was over and finished
I have been defeated, but nonetheless I have succeeded
The drugs with my demons, seen so much not even I can believe it
It's hard for me to choose, being the righteous cause what is the truth
And the way I scrape by, ain't gon' never leave my eyes
Ain't no love in this game, it was just cloudy but time's gonna change
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